to be ME...

I just wanted to let you know (as you already do I'm sure) that you're on my mind.
I feel so abnormal without you. I partially think the reason for my sickness is that I am going through a painful with drawl from the constant high your presence keeps me on. I feel simply awful without you in the same STATE! At least while you were in a neighboring city, I knew I COULD see you (even if it was for an hour).
You are unbelievably wonderful. Everything about you...even the way you sweat invigorates me! 
You captivate every part of me and I am so enthralled by who and what you are.
I almost can't understand my physical NEED and longing desire to be right next to you or in SOME sort of contact with you. 
I wish nothing more than right this second I was in your arms. I know without a shadow of a doubt that I would feel complete once again...that I would feel right...that
I would feel WHOLE, wanted, needed and simply...me again.