It's been hard for me to breathe these past few weeks.
I miss his smile. His laugh. His friendship. His strenth & comfort.
I fight the overwhelming urge to curl up in the fetal position under my covers.
Or sit sobbing on the shower floor.
I can't...
You see, I have been given -though I do not want it- the task of moving forward, forgetting... letting go.
With a piece of my heart gone & missing;
A void that cannot be filled...
I carry my memories.
And these memories they sharpen the jagged edges of that void.
They do nothing to soothe my pain.
So, I apologize to those who see me now...I haven't had the energy of expression...
I have been indulging my memories...
Yet soon, these memories will be put to rest...
for good. (revised)
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